I really suck at this, don't I?  lol, so its been about a month... I really am going to try and get better and update this and my LJ every day, but we'll see.

Sunday I saw David.  I don't like when I see him because it makes all the feelings I have done so well pushing down, come back, and yeah... really bad for me, let me tell you.  And in a month, our families go on a 10 day vacation together... so, you really won't want to hear what I have to say about him then... I'm so going to be dead.

But when he was here Sunday, he surprised me.  He really does not like NASCAR at all.  Says all it is is a bunch of people going in circles *rolls eyes*  he just doesn't understand... but Sunday, he was SO taking it seriously, asking me all these questions about what was going on, since he doesn't really know much about it, and cheering for Kasey (I know, I've taught him well).  I guess it impressed and shocked me, and soooo didn't help me trying to push the feelings away again.  But ah well, guess we'll see what happens up on vacation.

My month is going to be busy this month, well... sorta busy.  I have to continue looking for a job, not like I want to, and on June 13th I have a test for the Postal Service... a clerk one at that, so if I score high enough, Canandaigua will hire me back without me needing to be a casual and getting royally jerked around, and my hours being all screwy.  I'll have set hours (if I work later or come in earlier, I'll actually get paid overtime for the first time ever), I'll get benefits and sick days and actually get a day off every week besides Sunday, so it'll be nice.  Not to mention I'll be a career employee... so yeah, I don't know what would happen with college, maybe I'd start night classes or part time classes or something in the spring.

Not to mention I leave for Michigan for the race in exactly 15 days!!!  I don't think there's a word for how excited I am!  I mean, I could realistically meet some of my fav drivers in two weeks!  Hehe... just makes me get all giddy.

Then there's the family vacation at the end of the month.  Our yearly vacation in Canada.  Gonna finally get to see my cousin, whom I haven't seen since my graduation party back in August, and I miss her dearly since she's one of my best friends.

Then throw in there my driving lessons every week, and that equals a busy me.  I'm just excited that come the end of July I may FINALLY have my license!  Only a couple years too late, lol...

But I think that's it for this time.  Haha, and let's see if I can manage to continue updating this baby more often.

Oh, and can it be October 2006 like really soon?  That'd mean Julie and I would be leaving for Charlotte soon!!!!!

Haha.

And I'll have to remember to show pictures of my puppy next time I update and tell everyone how we got him